
The enjoyment of interacting with the kids and learning from the staff in Mbale was awesome. I actually went through a naming ceremony where they gave me the name "Sangalo." This means "always happy" and I can only guess that they took it from my own name.
But at the beginning of the third week, I had a very strong awareness of my homesickness. I had the stomach flu one afternoon after working hard in Makhai and I wished so badly that I was in the comforts of my own home, in my own bed with all the familiar smells and sounds of New York. I really had to work through this bought of melancholy because I didn’t want it to distract me from my time in Mbale. I didn’t want to be embittered or cynical about the place I was in. I made a list of all the things that I missed about home; family and friends arrived first on my list, then smells, sounds, and objects to follow. I noticed that most of the things that I missed were more of a feeling than an actual object. For example, I missed learning from my dad in our long conversations about society, or I missed the adventurous feeling of camping with Jamin and Mom, or I missed feeling completely at ease with my roommate over a cup of coffee in our university’s coffee shop. So, it was not necessarily my dad’s house that I missed, or the Sacandaga river that I wished to bike around, or the Irish-mint latte that I longed for, it was the feelings that were associated with it that I pined for.
So I can only conclude that these feelings of comfort and joy come from my Lord. And if He is forever with me, then I know that I can experience these feelings even here in Uganda. And sure enough, it was revealed to me that I could find these feelings away from home. Breakfast and dinner times at the office, our makeshift home, was always a time for revealing some novel idea about our stay here, and my time out in the villages with the staff was one of the pinnacle points in my stay in Mbale. I loved learning from my colleagues while we trekked which seemed liked for miles and miles to the different homes in the villages. Morning devotions always made me think in new ways as we took part in their time with God, and laughing with the other workers made it easy to see that humor is God-given.
And I must keep in mind that time will slip away and before I know it I will be in the comfort of my home, wishing that I could visit the streets of Africa once again.
P.S. Tomorrow we leave Kampala for a 9 hour bus trip to Rwanda. The SAFARI is NEXT!!! Oh and my address there will be:
Food for the Hungry
Joy Knowlton
PO Box 911
Kigali Rwanda